It’s always been You my All Lord Jesus ❤️

Lord, thank You for bringing me through this life.  You have always been faithful even at my darkest.  When I was lost, alone, disgusted depressed angry full of rebellion and deep hurt and pain, it was here that You carried me.  You pursued me and never stopped seeking after my heart.  Even in the deep dark places of regret when I was at rock bottom and felt I would never be able to stand, and how intense the pain was that it hurt to breath. I was surrounded by so much wickedness, unforgiveness, pain, and internal anguish. The choices I made out of flesh brought me near destruction.  I nearly ended my life.  I know depression and mental health is something I have struggled with all my life.  The truth is when I totally stopped running and hiding and stopped attempting things done my way in my own strength laying it entirely down at the foot of the cross is when I began to learn what true love and freedom were.  Jesus has met me right in the middle of the darkest of places.  He has taught me right in the middle of the storms He is forever with me.  He has shown me true love is not pain, abuse, greed, or selfishness but true love freely gives it honors it hopes, endures, is long suffering and true.  Jesus Christ is the greatest love I have ever known; He is my beloved and I am His.  He is all we need.  He is our strength.  He completes my heart and fills the void within.  He removes loneliness and restores the joy of my salvation found only in Him.  I know I am blessed and very grateful.  I am not perfect, nor do I claim to be, but I am an ongoing masterpiece in the hands of the Master.  He is molding me and remaking me over and over until I am perfected in His hands and my time here is finished.  I will continue to shout His glorious praises from the rooftops.  If you are struggling, please know there is hope and help.  Salvation and redemption are yours and awaiting your acceptance of this great gift from the only savior of the world Jesus Christ.  Do not give up.  Jesus loves you.  Things do get better. Remember the darkest of nights are most prominent right before the wonderous dawning of the new day full of sunshine and hope.  Mental health struggles are real and there is nothing to be ashamed of.  If you break a limb, you go get help to mend the break.  You go to the Dr., so the same goes for your mental health as well.  Be encouraged today and know that you are loved, you are precious, and you are worth dying for and the gift of life awaits you. Eternity awaits no one.  We are not promised tomorrow. I love you precious friends and family. Happy blessed New Year.